Becoming the Patient
In May 2013 I started to feel an unfamiliar sensation in my chest. It was only subtle but it was particularly noticeable after exercise and was followed by a dry, irritating cough. The only way I could describe it was that it felt as though there were feathers in my chest when I inhaled. I just assumed I had a cough and expected it to go away after a while. I was wrong and over the next few weeks I felt much worse. I was waking up with this feathery sensation every morning and struggling with fever, extreme tiredness, neck pain, night sweats and weight loss. I remember meeting with friends on the beach with our children and feeling so shattered I could barely keep my eyes open. I was living on paracetamol and taking naps in my car during my lunch break to survive my shifts. I wasn't getting better so I saw my GP, who suspected a viral infection and signed me off work for a week. Despite the rest, I was only getting worse so I visited him again. He listened to my chest and told me I...